What have you done today to deserve your eyes? But then after the read, it haunts you.A whirlpool of darkness churns at the heart of a macabre ballet between two lonely young women in an internet chat room in the early 2000s-a darkness that threatens to forever transform them once they finally succumb to their most horrific desires. This is one of those stories that you read and have an absolute blast during, even if some of the horrific scenes make you queasy. My Final Thoughts on Things Have Gotten Worse Since We Last Spoke I guess that’s what makes people do horrible things – they think whatever they’re doing isn’t nearly as bad as what somebody else will do. I imagined closing my hand to make a fist until its tiny body was squished, its innards squeezed out like toothpaste from its mouth open in a muted scream. I had never thought about hurting something before. There’s something Godlike about holding something so small – something that solely depends on your kindness, your generosity. I spent so many years forgetting I had teeth, too. I suppose I was – the redness sprawling from every inch of my body as if I were blanketed with a rare tropical flower, a carnivorous plant with a decidedly avid appetite. The spines straightening, faces blanching, as if I were brandishing a small weapon when I passed them. I returned to work and that’s when I noticed that when you change, the people around you start to change as well. My Favorite Passages from Things Have Gotten Worse Since We Last SpokeĮvery family has a myth for the young to inherit – an undocumented fable passed between mouths, a grave illness to be contracted – as if the very words were a blight to infect the youth with and let them know they’re now welcome to the fold. I had to get up and leave my laptop on the couch to walk a lap around the house! Just the thought of what was being asked of Agnes literally had me squirming in disgust, and it only got worse from there! ( Well done, Eric!) *Updated note- I had the exact same reaction the second time around after reading this scene!!Īnd of course, I can’t move on to the next section without commenting on the cover! How eye catching is that?! The cover art is by Kim Jakobsson, cover design by Ira Rat. What a trip this was! I had so much fun reading this novella, gawking at some of the insanity as things started to get weird.Īlso, there are a few scenes toward the end that got me… My god. While the events were quite extreme, it all seemed very realistic in the sense that things like this could really happen. This whole novella was organized so wonderfully, from the authors note at the very beginning to the use of the signatures and how they both went from a polite “Best” to a more genuine “Your friend,” and then back to a more cold “Yours” and “Signed” as the reader goes deeper and deeper into the evidence. I wanted to scream at Agnes: “You haven’t even met in person once yet! THERE ARE SO MANY RED FLAGS HERE!”īut onward we go, following the other “assignments” and interactions the two women had virtually just as the case file laid them out… But that feeling quickly turned because then… we hit the big ask and oh Lordy. I was so proud of her for becoming her true self and not letting the opinions of others get in her way, especially as it was her own family that wasn’t accepting her. I instantly felt for Agnes as she told her story in the initial emails. In the first few emails sent back and forth, the reader sees the characters quickly throw caution to the wind and move forward in complete vulnerability to a stranger on the internet. I LOVE that this story is set up as a collection of correspondence between two people. In each of his works, he does such a great job taking very real world things and brining the terror front and center. Of course I would! This was my second read of Eric’s work the first was his debut novella, Starving Ghosts In Every Thread, and since my initial beta read of this work, he as also released A Bright Enchanted Suffering and Fanged Dandelion. When Eric LaRocca reached out to ask if I would be interested in reading an early copy of this one, I didn’t hesitate. Let’s dive in! My Thoughts on Things Have Gotten Worse Since We Last Spoke by Eric LaRocca This did not affect my rating in any way. Set up as a case file that tracks the communication between two people, we see the initial innocent correspondence that quickly devolves into madness and obsession.įull disclosure: I was a beta reader for this story and then re-read it once it officially launched and I was able to purchase a copy. Things Have Gotten Worse Since We Last Spoke by Eric LaRocca is a novella about obsession and how far someone will go to get what they want.
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